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又失眠了多少天了?这思念的感觉好痛苦 .好苦涩.想起你当初的温柔.只给我一个的温柔却无法说出现在以后的以后。你的身影走远了。好快好快。你曾经说过的话是真的么？还是只是说说而已你第一次唱歌给我听的时候是在电话里。还记得以前你总爱和我聊天现在呢 .一封信息都没了。我想要说。 如果没有了你 我该如何往下走 那一秒钟 有没有发现我 倔强里的问候 怎么劝我放手 。Stay With Me 留你在我身边 不准让你走远 你是这个世界 唯一相信的不变。我想念你了。你呢...?

又失眠了。我是怎么了。可不可以不要那么执着。坏心情又来找我了。很讨厌这心情。晚上你信息我时吓到了 但也很开心和你通了几封信息。眼泪还是不听话。讨厌地心吸力让眼泪一直往下掉。我知道有没有我也没差。我了解 ，我明白一直在原谅当中慢慢原谅。慢慢放下。

伤害我的人太多了。很可怕。真的很可怕。为什么要这样对我。是在磨练我麽？对不起。很多的事实我再也接受不了。再难过再痛的夜晚。谁会懂。傻去了。我真的快疯去了。心情崩溃到极点。

一切来得太快了。去得更快。我该如何去适应这一切。做了错的选择。伤害我的人太多了。太恐怖。谁可以给我信任。谁可以保护我。对不起。关心我的人。

今天的你有好心情麽？希望你快乐。分手后不可以做朋友。因为彼此伤害过。不可以做敌人。因为彼此深爱过。所以我们变成了最熟悉的陌生人。第一次因为你哭是因为你不在。第一次因为你笑是因为你在我身旁。第一次笑着流泪是因为不能拥有你。

就因为你所谓的开玩笑。所以分开了。朋友告诉我说。分手后。如果有一方是开心的就好。对的。我不应该自私。如果你真的开心那就好。但是爱呢的心依然在。那是不能改变的事实。

♥一段美好回忆。我还相信奇迹.是上天给我的玩笑吧?第一次你抱我.第一次你吻我.第一次你说为了我哭.第一次你对我的微笑.第一次打电话给我.第一次你伤我..第一次你说的你爱我.第一次牵我的手.还有很多的第一次.我在怀念.7月8号.第一次和你分开.我爱你.
我知道我们没可能的了。原来我错了。对不起。烦你久了。祝福你。

刚才的心情还很好的，担是看到了某些字，你对我说的某写话，突然想哭了。原来曾经的我们，是那么爱着对方，曾经的相爱，变成了现在的陌生。曾经为你哭，笑。曾经你对我的冷淡，曾经你对我的好，曾经我的傻，天真，曾经我们的相爱，而现在一切都变了。现在我才知道你对我的爱，对不起，以前的我伤害了现在的你，让你受委屈了。谢谢你的爱，谢谢你给我的短暂的幸福，谢谢你给我的开导。现在希望你有你自己的生活，自己的目标，自己新的爱情，再这样下去，没有意思，换成的就这有悲伤。对，我们都变了很多。

今天，突然很想念你，是因为我们没有联络吗？你没有和我的联络，好像有点不习惯，也很不喜欢，这是需要还是习惯呢？ 很矛盾，是我需要你在我身边还是习惯呢？两个都有吗？想念也可以是种幸福吗？我真的想你了......

感觉很多事情都不可以去相信了，包括某一些人，某些事情，原来这世界就是这样，得不到一个依靠，我真的需要一个依靠。真的很想你，我需要你，我知道了一些事情，但是想念你的心还在。很多话想和你说，担都没机会说。♥我很想你

把自己掩饰，选择保持了沉默。我学会了假装，一种对你都很好的掩饰。现在，连自己都不懂自己是谁了，有谁可以告诉我吗？只想把自己放在你心中的角落，好让我好过点，可以吗？原来我的心一直都很不舒服，为什么那么自私？终想要和你靠近，但我一直在退后，就只有这样，我才不会再放感情在你身上，我真的很痛苦！一直在掩饰，把快乐的我带给你，假装没事，假装坚强，假装对你没有了感情。这就这是办法。对不起，原来我的心还在你那，安静的呼吸，空气变的很稀薄，感觉有点痛。想念，就只会让我更痛。对不起，我还是想念你，我败了给想念，败给了我自己。败给你。

心情很矛盾。可是看到你比较开心。所以我选择不说。原谅我的倔强。不爱你了是藉口。好想自私的占有你。我不说的不代表我不在乎。只是不懂如何开口。我选择沉默。

一瞬间，变了。很多很多东西都会变，原来，这世界真的没有不可能的事。人变了，就连你都变了，现在感觉很模糊，我在梦吗？而我的梦很美好，但我醒来时，我才回过来。很想永远都在梦里，这辈子醒不过来，过着美好的生活。感觉有点累了，对现在的生活很的累了，好像要带着面具去对每个人。心累了，人也累了。写着.....我知道我为什么不开心了。原来是我累了。一瞬间变了太多，变的太快，可以给我点时间去接收它吗？很痛很痛....快受不了了。爱一个人就是那么容易，但我放不下，这就是坏处。搞得自己很累。尽我能力去控制！对不起，我爱错了。爱一个人真的很累。心痛了。

不习惯。还是很不习惯。这就是我要的生活吗？不是吧？不习惯没有你的日子，没有你的电话，没有你的声音，没有你的问候，没有你的关心，没有你的爱。现在的我像个烂泥了。希望你能明白。我现在真的已经没有心去读书了。没有读书的精神寄托了。藕真的办不到。你几时会给我个答案呢？我真的很想念以前的日子。我忘记不了。

没有原因的哭。我不想。感觉很空虚。很想很想再哭。可是最后还是告诉自己不能。没有人理解我。包括你。我心很痛。比死还痛。为什么就不能迁就一下我吗？？知道我很伤心。根本没有理我。心很痛。但还想念着你。为什么？？？难道你对我就是这样吗？？？痛了再痛。

坚强的我去了哪里??以前觉得自己很坚强.什么事都自己解决..现在呢???为什么总是哭的??哭的原因是什么我自己都不懂..自己都糊涂了.为什么我就不能开心地过??为什么人家能??而我就不能??又是自己的问题吗???很累很累了.我看了一套戏.给我感触很深.虽然真的不很好看.可是给我带了很多.每个人都有自己问题.自己心里的鬼..为什么我就是打不胜那心里的鬼呢??每天一个人...难道我真的那么喜欢吗???说真的...再喜欢一个人生活.也有空虚的时候.那么多年的空虚,孤独.可以弥补得回吗??谁能了解??可能你也不明白.不了解.把真爱拿出来不一定是好事.远距离的爱情并不是很好.第1次我为一个男生哭到那么厉害.就是你了.第一次哭到呕了.我不想在给压力你了.你可能已经很苦了.但我真的能撑下去?为什么我会哭成那样呢?搞不懂..

我不想再这样爱你.我很辛苦..我该告诉你，我的感觉吗???为什么??明明就是没事了...但是为什么我会想你???听歌会哭.睡觉会哭.一个人时会哭.为什么是你?知道没可能.为什么我控制不了自己??这几天真的很不开心.回到学校更不开心.也没什么想说话.最后.我真的不想去爱你了.我真的不想.

我爱你....我想,我不再你的世界里了,在你的世界里,我早已死了吧....哭了很久很久,我想我明天会没事吧..你面对我很辛苦吧?所以我不要勉强你了.希望你能找到更好的女友吧,我知道我是个不好的女生,我给你了很多麻烦.我对不起你,让你浪费了很多的时间.你为了我做了许多,谢谢你.我只想说,我是爱你的.上天给了我们一段的缘分,可是这段缘分已到了终点了.再也挽不回来了.我是很想挽回的,可是我不想再成为你的负担了.我不想在连累你了.你自己要活得更开心.或许感觉永远难形容,命运永远难预料,但是我爱你,我肯定我是爱你的.

我该学会放下。我真的是时候放下了吗??好难好难的一件事..当我看到一些东西时,我的心真的很痛很痛了.但痛也没用了..我在学,什么是放下.如果可以放下全部.那就很好了.可是,我问自己,我该还爱下去吗?

也许只有你。能让我不停的想念。从没有的感觉。被我发现了。说好不再打扰你的生活。可是我难以忍受。到最后，还是你。你。。会来看看我的部落麽？你还记得我的电话号码麽？还记得我的声音麽？虽然没你的消息。但我从未忘记你。你叫我忘记你，我告诉你，那是不可能的。因为。至少。我们还是朋友。是你说的。

发神经。乱写一通。

NoTittle.

just nw my mom was phone me. she urge me. actually im very stress when she talking with me. shhhhh. i wont let her know. i dont want let her worried me again. i knew her very vaxed now, because of my brother. sorry to my family. i will get my new target from now on. i know the important of study. i know myself cant lazy already. cant waste my time. i only have one year haif. after the time. determine my whole life. this is very important for me. be absorbed in my studies. I JUST CAN'T STOP LOVINR YOU.

Moody today. nowaday just sleep and online everyday. my life. BORED BORED BORED BORED! keep bored here. nothing special today. just chat with my gor. my babe sorlou. my friends. but i still bored too. suddenly felt lonely. really wanna cry already. why.? really lonely and lonely here. no love. no target. no money. feel like waiting die here only. no mood to study. i didn't cared it already. who can know my feeling here? be emo. emo nw. OMG. yea. i damn. i damn selfish. sorry to u and all.

他和她.

她14岁，他17岁 她和他在网络上相遇，聊得投机：她认他做哥哥、他收她为妹妹。她问：我是你第几个妹妹？他说：数不过来了。她15岁，他18岁 她和他交换了手机号，大年三十那天：她离不开他，他也离不开她。她问：你和女朋友还好吗？他说：我们很相爱。她说：娶我的人要用面包房做聘礼。他说：会有的。她16岁，他19岁 她中考过后的那个暑假：她失恋了，他又换了个女朋友。她问：我们什么时候可以在一起？他说：等我们都单身的时候。7月29号那天他问：你有几个哥哥？她说：10个里9个是表哥。他问：剩下的是谁？她说：你是我最后一个哥哥。他说：做我的女朋友吧！她说：好，等我到18岁，和你见面。她说：娶我的人要用面包房做聘礼。他说：会有的。她17岁，他20岁 她和他打电话：爱情，在渐渐发酵……她问：你爱我吗？ 他说：我爱你。他问：爱不爱我？ 她说：爱你。她问：你会让我哭吗？ 他说：就哭一次，以后都是快乐。她18岁，他21岁 她和他见面了：她长得不美，却可爱；他长得不帅，却阳光。她问：你能爱我多久？ 他说：到我不能爱你为止。她问：那是什么时候？ 他说：死亡。她问：我会有面包房吗？他说：会有的。她19岁，他22岁 她和他的爱情很好，慢慢长芽：她把自己托付给了他，他小心地要了她。她问：你会娶我吗？ 他说：会，我只娶你一个！她问：我会有面包房吗？ 他说：会有的。她20岁，他23岁 她和他向父母抗争：她告诉父母——我是他的女人；他告诉父母——她是我的女人。她问：我们会成功吗？他说：会的，因为任何事物都不能阻挡我们相爱。她问：我们谁先死？ 他说：你，你要为我在地下暖被窝。她有些难过。 他说：我不想你因我哭泣，所以，你先死。她21岁，他24岁 她和他的爱情终于开花：她收到了他的面包房，他为她下了聘。 结婚前夕她问：为什么娶我？ 他说：为我暖被窝。新婚那天，他喝多酒进错了新房，愧疚不已……她却笑笑，说不会放在心里。她问：我们会不会离婚？ 他说：不会，就像面包房不会关门。她问：我们什么时候要宝宝？ 他说：再过两年。她偎他怀里睡觉，他紧紧地抱着她。她23岁，他26岁 她和他的爱情终于结果：龙凤胎。她的身材却走了样。她问：很难看吗？ 他说：没有，依旧好看。她不再偎在他怀里睡觉：怕他嫌她胖；他却在她睡熟后抱紧她：怕她伤心，说他不爱她。醒后，她哭了……她30岁，他33岁 她和他的家庭很圆满：两个孩子活泼开朗，他们也相爱如初。她问：这种生活能持续多久？ 他说：死亡。她问：面包房还能持续多久？ 他说：永远。她37岁，他40岁 她和他的生活很好：感情很好，孩子孝顺。可皱纹却爬上了额头 她问:我老了，是不是难看了？ 他说：没有我老，比我好看。她问：面包房快不行了吧？ 他说：我的工资可以养活我们一家。她57岁，他60岁 她和他的爱情变成的甜水，淡却散发着香气。孩子们都已长大，他们都老了。她问：面包房终于存活了。 他说：是啊，孩子们都长大了。她不知道，他和孩子们用工资维持着面包房，因为她的病，太严重了……她58岁，他61岁他问：你只因我哭过一次，对吗？ 她说：在你面前，只有一次；不在你面前，很多次。她说：我要走了，我要去下面给你暖被窝了……他说：我知道，等我，不许喝孟婆汤。她说：别着急下来，下面很冷，需要很多年去暖好被子。他说：我们可以一起暖被窝。她说：知道，不许再走错新房，上错床…… 她闭上了眼睛，他哭了：她一直在乎新婚当天的那件事，他更加愧疚……他81岁 他躺在病床上，手中拿着她的照片：他想她了……他说：我要去找你了，20年了，被窝应该暖好了……他说：我没有续弦，我只爱你一个……他说：我不会走错新房了……他说：我要下去了，等我……他静静地闭上眼睛，嘴角带着一丝微笑：因为他看见她了。听见她说：被子里很暖和，下来吧！任凭孩子们如何哭喊，他依旧合上了双眼。 他无憾：这辈子，有她，他没有遗憾……

A true boyfriend.

When she walk away from you madly

[ Follow her ]

When she stare at your mouth

[ Smile then kiss her ]

When she pushes you or hits you

[ Hug her tight ]

When she start cursing at you

[ Say i love you ]

When she's quiet

[ Hold her's hand and ask what's wrong ]

When she ignores you

[ Act cute so she'll notice you ]

When she pulls awy

[ Pull her back ]

When you see her at her worst

[ Tell her that you love her and she still looks amazing ]

When you see her start crying

[ Hold her. Ask her what's wrong ]

When you see her walking

[ Approach her. Give a kiss on the cheek ]

When she's scared

[ Assure her that you're not going to leave her ]

When she lays her head on your shoulder

[ Tilt your head too and hold her hand ]

When she steals your favourite hat

[ Let her keep it ]

When she teases you

[ Tease her back and make her laugh ]

When she doesnt answer for a long time

[ Reassure her that everythings is okays ]

When she looks at you with doubt

[ Back yourself up ]

When she said that she likes you

[ She really does more than you would understand ]

When she grabs your hands

[ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]

When she bumps into you

[ Bump her back and make her laugh ]

When she tell you a secret

[ Keep it save and untold ]

When she looks at you into your eyes

[ Dont look away until she does ]

When she misses you

[ She's hurting inside ]

When you break her heart

[ The pain never goes away ]

When she said its over

[ She still wants you to be hers ]

When she's bored or sad

[ Hangout with her ]

When she post this bulletin

[ She wants you to read it ]

stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anythings.

when she's mad, hug her tight and dont let go.

when she says she's ok, dont belive it and talk with her.

because 10 years later she'll remember you.

call her at 12.00am on her birthday to tell her you loved her.

call her before you sleep and after wake up.

treat her like she's all that matters to you.

tease her and let her tease you back.

stay up all night with her when she's sick.

watch her favourite movie or show with her even if you think its stupid.

give her the world.

let her wear your clothes.

LET HER KNOW SHE IS IMPORTANT TO YOU.

KISS HER IN THE POURING RAIN.

WHEN SHE RUNS UP AT YOU CRYING, THE FIRST THING YOU SAY IS '' who's ass am i kicking babe?''

mad world.

today is mesyuarat agung for the club tarian tradisional so we went back school as usual early in the morning. oppss. the stupid damn hell post still me. watthetriplefuck. personality i dint rather be. hais. whatever laa. they all in a happy mood and chit chat happily.

after ended of mesyuarat agung. we all so happy and laughing loudly because of oh siang actually. the funny man. but but sook fong cried out suddenly because of him. she really get hurt from him. we all damn sum tong and hurt when she cried. suddenly don't know what happened suepei cryied out also. she is a girl who so easily get cry when her bestie cry. sook fong and suepei hug together and cry. furthermore kailoon, yeewan, munmun, siewmin and i drop our tears also. we all hug together and cried. we cried. we smile. we cried again and laughing again. this was the first time i cried infront of them. so i felt freaking touched that time that moment. really. cried so suffer gah u know. sook fong apologize to all of us cause made all of us cry out together. actually i dont know why will cry. and i dont know how to describe that feel. just so touched lor man. wat happend? why feel so bad that moment? my heart so confuse again. why i care about your things? why why why?! i dont want. it made myself unhappy more. made myself no mood. made my self down. made myself want distance with you. i dont like. all just because of munmun and yeewan told me somethings at the time. all about you.! omg. i felt wanna dieeee. i cry already. sorry all of my jimuis. i made all of you worried about me. sorry. but i wan make myself happy. so we all hanging out in a gang. bt khaikhai dint go. AND I FELT IT OKAYS AFTER HANG WITH THEM.

jeeyit came there find suepei also. they two go paktuo after finished our breakfast plus lunch. hohos. we all run thr run here. go thr go here. walk thr walk here. crazy us. but so funny all the time. yeewan sorpo laugh non stop. kailoon so playful and silly. munmun gossip non stop. siewmin sms non stop with her boy. me and sookfong gossip around. suepei sweet sweet with jeeyit. jealous them. thn we go buy same slipper. damn cheap la deng. so sharp and made many people starin on us and looked so weird. a gang of sorpo wearing the same club t and same slipper. all in pink colour. we crazy take pict and laughss loudly. we sing k in k box madly. we chat closely and we love each other. sot dou us. we just wont care our image to do those silly things. like a gang of sotpo came out from tanjung rambutans. we really enjoyable ourself muchie. and i do really love my gang of jimuis. suepei. sookfong. yeewan. siewmin. khaichin. kailoon. munmun. i heart you all. i love you all. i miss you all. i love the time when we dancing together without oh siang. =] i promise you all. i really wont cry because of him anymore. i swear to you all. i wont let you all worried about me again. i wont do silly things again. i will tried to give up. everythings will be alright. and the last. i still love him. sista, we cheer up together. =]

back to my house. alone again. i hate. how care about me. something supress it. feel bad, man! something wrong with me. i cant control myself already. 22082009 unforgetable days. miss the days. i love my gang. weeee.

yesterday she find me. i felt so supprised and get shocked awhile. i thought that she wont find me anymore. i thought that i was dreaming. she said she will try to forgive me and fren back with me on a day. so i wait and wait. fucking happy that she text me. when school dismissed that time she gt byebye with me. ohh my godness. happy sei laaa.i really miss her. i hope that we can more close on a day. she is the girl who made me hurt most. she be a part of my life. she really important to me. sorry wt. i will try to change my fuckin annoy atitude. sorry guys. IMISSHIM much much=[

MEMORIES =]

I knew you never did and will never do.Who am i kidding to even think tat you actually care for me at once. Thanks a person. Always beside me. Thank you so much guy. All the bad matters are gone. New life. New me. I changed. Thanks all of my jimuis. I will be okay. Everthings will be alright. Cheer up my friend. My bestie. Anyway. I'm stress here. Why why why.? I don't know. Let it gone. Let it pass. I think i will be happy more. Rite.? My date time coming soon. Dating with my friends soon. Hoho. Planning and planning. I have a lot of fun. Let's club.

Pass off. Pass and pass. My true love coming again.? Yeah. Life rock. Life rock man. Crazy life.

Be grategul to those who have hurt or harmed you. For they have reinforced your determination. I can do it. Im just a human. DEPRESSION. DEPRESSION. DEPRESSION.

If You Really Love Something Set It Free. If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be The hardest part of loving some one is knowing when to let go, and knowing when to say goodbye. I hate to see the oneI love happy with somebody but I surely hate it more to see the one I love unhappy with me. I dont miss him, I miss who I thought he was Never be sad for what is over,just be glad that it was once yours. The hottest love has the coldest end. I could never regret loving you because even if you didn't love me anymore, I know that you once didand that is the most wonderful feeling because I never thought that I deserved your love. We were like Romeo and Juliet. I thought we'd do anything for each other. But Romeo didn't break Juliet's heart. As I sat here I was trying to think of all the times you hurt me and made me cry. Hoping and wishing it would make me like you less. But it didn't. Because all the times I could remember were the ones when you showed me that you cared. I didn't want to believe that you ever did. You walk by me everyday and smile with me. Everyday you take time out to listen to me.You talk to me, smile at me, laugh with me,and have fun with me. Well, I talk, smile and laugh too,but inside I'm hurting. Deep down it hurts to be with you becauseI love you and you are only a friend. One day you'll ask me, "which is more important to you, me or your life.?". I'll say, "My life" and you'll go and leave me without knowing that you are my life. It takes a couple seconds to say Hello, but forever to say Goodbye.

IMMA Shopaholic . Kindly Disappointed Inlove . Easily get hurts and hard to recover . In fact , I won't show you guys my status clearly . Even cheerful or upset im still SMILE & LAUGH uncontrolable . Right , Babes ? (: I am friendly and awkward sometimes . I hate my enemiess ! Expecially the Chickens ,She's born to be insult peoples and chicking around . Miss wannabe* , wakeup please ! Grow up pls ! Jealously is your jobs , Everythings you just might get it . Laugh0utLoud , i do loves my own jimuis gangs , The sweets of four . peiwen , suepei , xiao thong , sook fong. And and. waiyean. miko. karsing. banana. ching yee. honyee gor. jiaxin. arleow. arkit. They are my life ♥ . Heart them muchie.

i hate copy cat. if i were a bitch thn you're my dog. ishh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YONG KAI XUAN. BUDDIES ALWAYS.

he's the only one. :(

Im a loser. I lost many things from myself. I lost the love. I lost u. Yea. I will very sad. But i knew you love her so much. sorry. Except sorry. What can i say with you. I hate alone. You going leave me. Can you stop it.? Sorry again. I really hope you will come back to me. I don't want lost you. Very contradictory. What cn i do.? What should i do for you.? I hate myself. I cant control myself. LOSE HEART. Can i without you.? All i knew is im lost you im gonna lie. How my going to be strong without you. I need you by my side. If we ever said we will never be together and we ended with go. Don't know what i'd do. I love all the time. Everywhere i go i get confused. You are the boy that i need. I try the pain gone. But can i let you gone.? I really don't know. ILOVEYOU

Today. My feeling very strange.
HAPPY.? SAD.? CONFUSED.? VEXED.? OR ELSE.?

I also don't know. Really don't know. I had alot of to say with you. Afraid to text you. I scared i will lost my control. I miss you and weren't the same.
Im sorry about all the things i said with you. I knew i can't take it back. Apologize here. I made you vexed. I can't make you happiness. Izzit me selfish.? I think so. Relationship.? What is the relationship of us now.? I don't know.

you are the person who can made my heart shine.

you are the person who made me miss and happy.

everytime when i see you. Im happy and tenstion and mad.

Im thinking you again.

Full heart of you.

When i see you unhappy. I felt distressed.

ONLY YOU. IMISSYOU

i want stop to thinking you. i dont wan cry anymore because of you. i dont want let my tear drop down again. i try to control myself. i think i can do it. yea. i do really miss u. and then.? nothing that. should i.? i think no. OMG. im freaking confused right now. its gonna hurt when it heals to. it'll all get better in time. even through i really loved you. im gonna smile cause i deserve to. ( yes i do ) it'll all get better in time ( this is meaningful )

i saw you gone from me. i let you gone if you feel better. my life how it should be.? i dont know. nobody know. ya. u already left me. i got a sweet memory in my heart forever. you forever will be the only one. no one can replaced you on my mind. ilove you. what your feeling now.? you will never chance to view my blog cause u wont care me anymore. so why should i still want write those fuckin stupid blog.? for wat.? i don't know. keep smile always my babe.

im enjoyable my life

im happy now

i know u very hope to heard that.

yea. happy life now.

i gt them.

suepei. xiaothong. sookfong. banana.

THREE LITTLE WORDS. TWO OF US. ONE MEANING.

I LOVE YOU.

if u haven't changed your mind. then i want you by my side tonight. im so tired of always having to bluff. everytime i think about you babe. i felt so young. if i could just tell you that i miss you. it so hard to say im sorry. but just for you. and endless story that keeps on shining. always. i wanna show you. forever and ever. memories of our time together. this way. they dont go away. once i knew that the warmth between us had disappeared,gentle tears started to spread over my chest. this is not where it ends, im missing you. please dont let go of my hand. just one more time, an endless story of undying love, tell me why, pls tell me, forever and ever.

AND THE LAST. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BRAYAN LEE KIN YIP.

ARGUEMENT.

What arguements is this.? I really don't know. And i doesn't want to know. Im very dissapointed you know.? Yesterday when i open your file. I saw a lot of staff. About u and many girls. I act nothing. Actually my heart is bleeding blood. But i still pretence. For what.? Did you know how much i get hurt from you. You told me that we will together back on a day. So i wait and wait.

But someone told me. She told me that you are super flower heart. Actually i knew it for such a long time. Just i don't wanna to accept it.

May be i too stupid. Because of you. Im be weary of this. I already give up many things. For what.? For you.! I really did alots of thing for you.

It's really long time to me to love a people who are not love me. And hard for me. Until now, i still don't know how come i could did it. I am misdoubt that am i crazy. Yup. Im crazy on you. Im mad on you. Just because of i love you truly madly deeply. I was very happy to met you yesterday. But because of yesterday i have my final decision.

I contemplation to give up you. I think i already done.

YOU HAD PROMISED ME THAT YOU WILL LOVED ME.

YOU HAD PROMISED ME THAT YOU WONT LET ME GO.

YOU HAD PROMISED ME THAT YOU WILL MISS ME ALWAYS.

YOU HAD PROMISED ME THAT YOU ARE WANTED TO ME.

YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU WAN SHOPPING WITH ME.

YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU LOVE ME SO MUCH.

YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU NEED ME ALWAYS.

YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU WILL SUCK YOUR LIFE WITHOUT ME.

YOU TOLD ME THAT YOU WILL JUMP INTO SUNGAI KINTA IF WITHOUT ME.

You had promised many things on me. And. Actually. I want to know that am i still important to you.? Although im not the first one or last one.

Many guys told me'' why still still want continuing to love him. He's not a good guy.''

I NEVER REGRET TO LOVING YOU SINCE THE DAY STARTED.

Many guys told me''wah. until now. how come still dunwan give up.''

OTHER PPL CN SEE IT. Y U DUN HAVE ANY FEEL. HOW COME GIVE UP. I STILL LOVE U.

Many guys told me''eh. actually y ah that boy dun wan be with you. are u still loving him. ''

HW I BE WITH YOU. YOU ALREADY HAVE YOUR OTHER HAPPILY RELATIONSHIP.

I hate those people to asked those silly question. Its not your business. And also i hate to answer it one by one. When you saw my blog. Don't escape it. I will be fine. I will be okays. MAX. We are still friend right.? I hope is.

And the last. I STILL LOVE YOU.

I WONT TO SAY IT NEXT TIME TO YOU.

ITS THE LAST TIME.

I HOPE WE ARE STILL FRIEND.

NO BODY PERFECT. WHY BE SO HARD ON MYSELF. IM LOST CONTROL.

I HATE BETRAYER.!

Don't backstab about me. i will know that, exp those cibai people, most love to do thoes cibai things, i will know that if you did. FUCK YOU BOY. I don't like you please go far away and away from me. dont try to do those only bitch will do geh things and tot can make us quarrel. I TELL YOU NOW! WE WONT! If dont want to get fuck just keep your mouth clearly. Your dirty mouth will make me want to kill you! I damn hate you. YOU ARE NOT BE ABLE TO DO THAT. ISH! U MADE ME HATE YOU MORE. FUCK OFF IF U BACKBITING ABOUT ME. YOU HAD NO QUALIFICATION TO JUDGE ON AROUND ME. U ARE SUCH A WHOREE. WAT U ARE. WAT YOU GET. THE ASSHOLES FUCKER. THE WHINERS. THE GREDDY. THE DECEIVER. PLS LA. YOU SUPPOSE TO GET A LIFE. GET LOST. I HATE YOU START FROM TIS MOMENT.. U ARE SUCH A DRAMA QUEEN TO CREATE STORY INFRONT PPL. =[

To Someone.

you are gone from my heart. mayb it is a good way to you. but for me. i dont think that is good. i lost you. we closest before. we friend before. we fun before. we did many things before. but now.? what we get.? yeaaa. you choose to leave me. leave me alone on this lonely way. i please you to stay but you dont. you hate me. i made you hate me? mayb. anyways, i hope you will forgive me on one day and come back to me. i am waiting you (:take care. my friend~ THOSE LALA. WWT. I HOPE I CAN CLOSE WITH YOU. HUST LIKE BEFOFE.

JIMUIS FOREVER.

LAISUEPEI - a pretty girl. her face always in pink colour. fairly. like to joking and chicking and gossip and laugh people around. so funny and laughful at all. almost made all of us laugh loudly. she gt a damn hell love her gea boyfriend. she so cute sometimes. always in a good mood. i love her the most. jimuis forever.

MICHELLE SIEW THONG CHUM - a cute girl. fairly and skinny girl. envy her. born at AMERICAN NEW YORK. she is the most short in four of us. nickname by pendek and ma lau zai. lol. sometimes so crazy and playful. fierce when she are seriously doin things. laugh so loudly. gt a so sayang and care and sek and else gea boyfriend. they two damn match and cute. i heart her.

LEE SOOK FONG - a lenglui. so many chaser at all. the most stupid in 4 of us. like a sorpo. have a slim and fit bodyshape. nickname by cons jie. she always talk in cons things since her wearing con. lol. so playful and freaking sot all the time. addicated on dancing. a silly girl bt pretty. single and available. she always made us so worried bout her. i heart her.

we are in good relationship. freaking heart them. they cant be absent in my life. i need them most. i love my friend who are loving me too. you know who you are. i used to without them. i had used a such a long time to put down. and finally i am success. thanks godd! i'm happy now :) i know what true is. i felt. thanks you all. my bestie.jimui.classmate :)) and never forget that how truth they treat me, my jimui suepei and :) iheartyoudeep. <3 xiaothong. sookfong. miko. waiyean. babe sorlou. karsing. iloveyou all. weee. my ex gang is gonee. totally no relate to me. hahaha. i have my happy life right now. happy than before. i love this. love my family,my jimuis and my crazy classmate/bestie. <3

WHAT LOVE IS.

I even knew how much time had passed. Still the same. I miss you always. I thought i already throw u away. I thought i sucess. I thought you wont been attend in my brain. Bt you know.? Those are impossible. Those are not sure not confirm. Im listening. Our song. It so touched man. I don't know why i still listening. May be too bored and you didn't be with me so i just need a song accompany me. Maybe. Actually im tired right now. But i never stop to missing you. How come.? Issit god are playing me.? Im not enough dare to dating. Do you know why.? Because i cant cheating on me and them.

I KNEW I LOVE YOU.!

I KNEW I HAVENT GIVE UP.

I KNEW I STILL CARING ABOUT YOU.

I KNEW I CANT HURT ANYONE.

i even know why i wan wrote those stupid blog and cheated you. May be too sad and hurt last time. Btw, u changed alots. Anyway im not rather. Thats all.

CHEERUP=]

FOR HIM. IMISSHIM =[

12082009. 0149p.m. Im here. ChoongPeiWen here. Im fine recently. Swt bored life here. Finally i realize that i cant without him. He is super very really important to me. I cant imagine that if one day i cant see him anymore. What can i do.? What will i do? What were happened.? Aiskk. Too complicated. Finally i knew that. I LOVE HIM MUCH AND MOST. He be able to replace my friends. And. for me. best friend 1 or 2 already enough. Too many for what.? I mean best friend not good friend. hahas.
suepei. sookfong. xiaothong. I HEART YOU ALL.
AND Maxboy, I LOVE YOU MOST.
Y u try to leave me alone. U knew tat iloveyou. Bt now our love is finished. U are gone from my heart. U dun love me anymore. Wat love is. Explain to me pls. I lost u babe. Mayb it is good way to you. But for me... You have occupy a special and important spot. Even im nt your side, even i cant stay with you, u are still in my heart. I remember when i first look into your eye, it was like shining shadow was there. I love u with my full heart and truly. Did u even knw.? U were my everthings. Without you my life become strange. You are the one that i love most. Pls come back to me. You always be in my heart. I love the day since i knew you. I miss the day since you love me. HE IS THE ONLY ONE TAT I LOVE. 20090701-20090708. Game over. 8 days i been with him.

Im back. =]

Hey guys, finally im back in blogspot. New blogspot here. I miss all of you. As im was damn busy recently. Im busy with my studies and moutain of homework. Many things are happened on me. Im felt very tired right nw. Well. Today i dint back school again. One week at least one day. Suck school life. Damn bored.

Well. Last few day i received a message from someone and i felt so suprised cause he was quite long time didn't contract me ler. And I get shocked. I really freaking miss him. Those lala. It's i do not want to mention some happened was pass half and a year. It was a painful of my memories.

And i hope everythings will be alright.
And i do really miss him much.