The End.

Confusing.
I keeping to tell myself that i am really not that easy to get hurtt.
But i was hurt by him.
Yerrrr. What i angry for? What i jealous for? What i moody forr? )):
I totally gilaa laa.! Helppp.
Just personal msg, just shoutout only mah, what should i care.? )):
I was very very fucking down yesterday night.
Who knowss.?
I cried again, i cried alone. But howw?
So stupidd huhh?
Again, almost cisin. ALMOST!!!
Ishhh!!
Maybe i must telling myself that "it's okay. nevermindd''
But why i cant do that.?
I cnt act nothing.
Even i studying, my brain still appear that situation )):
what's wrongg?
I shouldn't self-fish like now.
I trying to do itt.
Bt you are not mine.
Let go of.
Hmmm. Loyal is more suitable to me.
Just let it go.
I am stupid. I admit.
I leave, i quit.
Wish you happy and enjoy your life ((:
Bye YOU.
Thong, iheartyou. muahaha. She is treating me well. that's why she become VIP for me. lol. lalala~
Anyways, wish her will be happy always ((:
and i will happy also when i be with my jimuis.
haihhh.
Many happened. What's wrongg?
Keep disturbing my lifee.
I want to have a rest. A big rest.
I hope to stop my study life.
And also hope that can stop thinking of him.
But no study no fun.
My holyyy.
LET GIVE LOVE A BREAK FROM NOW !!!
cherish LIFE
care of LIFE
respect LIFE
never hurt LIFE
本來還真以為你一星期不會找我
因為你考試
辛好你還有點人型
知道你很厲害啦
很多女生會和你談天啊
我懂的
我也不算甚麼了
我知道啊
我希望能和你保持這種關系
跳過
我不知道為甚麼最近你都會打來
是知道我不開心嗎
無論如何 謝謝你
和你談天很開心
是真的

最近 我習慣了
習慣了沒有你的消息
可是一樣的
我還是習慣想你
習慣性的看看你的照片
習慣性的看回以前你發給我的信息
習慣了 就改不了
是這樣的嗎
我愛的人 他并不愛我
無需 不必 不用
浪費我寶貴的青春及時間
浪費了太多無畏的時間
對 想透了
再沒下次
所有他的生活點滴
都不關我的事
我覺得
現在的我很好耶
單身真好
很自由 很輕松 沒煩惱 沒約束
赫赫
真慶幸我沒有男朋友
又可以和男性朋友哈拉
不用怕男友吃醋或甚麼的
就是這樣咯
單身萬歲
失戀無罪
孤獨萬歲
沒有你 我還是一樣
希望會更好
我單身啦
有沒有人要我啊
嘻嘻
開玩笑的
沒有結果的愛情
在此劃上句點
再見
被我愛過的你

Thanks.

Ops. im fell sick.
flu and fever. =(
thanks suepei and thong's medicine.
they treat me damn good and care me.
and also gigilai's comfort.
THANKS them.
Im okays.
To those pmr students. all the best. god bless them.
sorry my sweetie. apologize here.
forgot yr biggg day.
sorry. happy super hell belated birthday to sookfong, munmun & khaichin.
i love my jimuis. need them enough. lover dont need.

Be back soon.

Hey. Sorry bloggie ):
I've abandoned you again.
Your master is kinda busy and lazy to type nowaday laa. lols.
Anyways.
Exams coming two week more.
But i need to really bertaubat ady.
Oh My Godness.
SPM is like so frightening.=.=
It makes me go nuts.
Exam exam.
Study study pls.
Studyyyyyy.
I cant study.
I left my homework downstairs and dint do it.
Stack arter stack. =.=
Aisk. Watthehell. What's happening laa. goshh.
I goona fail if i dont study u know.
I need to study, revise, brush up, concentrate.
I have my economic book beside me.
I readed two lines and then book closed. And i opened another book.
Double goshh. And im facebooking & msning. LOL.
I cant do it this way. NO. arghhh.
I need to study already. From tomorrow onwards perhaps.
Will be less online, and well, text me anythings if you need.
Or find me on msn if possible.
Wont update this month. Busy life.
Wait me back. =)

By the time passes. lots of things happened.
The friends go away from me.
And now only i realize that i was too trusted to those so called my 'friends'.
Yea. They're not my friends now.
They're all betrayers bitches.
People. i guess you guys know who am i talking about right?
But now i found my true friends :)
LaiSuePei. MichelleChum. LeeSookFong. =)))
I'm very glad about it.
Those who hates me, i guess so when you're reading this you'll feel that i'm stupid and no one likes me & i have no more friends.
Who cares.
PLEASE BE AWAKE.!
I'm not you all like to judge ppl around. lifeless.
I feels like them's gossiping bout me. sighhs.
And they even thinks that i betrayed them. Whatever they likes.
As long as. I didnt even do that. You wanna say i'm sucks, i'm bad, i'm fatt hao.
Anythings. If hate me fuck off then.
I don't need a friend like you guys.
Bitches around. The copy ass bitch.
And pls dun showed the cibai face to me. *damn, fugly*
Back off if you hate me.
Obviously if you read my post you'll know that this is you right.?
I didnt even like you all whore. And i hate you all alots.
Whatever you likes to think bout me.
Just the same to them.
I DONT CARE.
I don't care what the fuck you do.
Fcuk.
There's just one sentence i wanna tell you.
BYE, BITCHES.!

I admit tat i'm a silly, maniac girl. If u close to me u'll know tat.
I always keep a smile face even cheerful or upset. right my babes.? No more sorrow.
Now when I speak, do your psycho-nalysis.
Well, Don't judge or label me without UNDERSTANDING and oso i hate FAKER, betrayers & Backstabbers like you.
No more hurting me, no more lies.
For Those bicths were "discuss" me at the behind or infront, pls keep your fucking smelly mouth shut. I hate that you know. If u really dont like me pls say out. Don mess up with me.
Furthermore, you all bithes don't know about me :(

pwk. where you gone laa? you know i miss you anot geh? do find me! imissyou.

Status: ONLINE & BLOGGING & FACEBOOKING.
Missing my babes too. ILOVEHIM.
Extremly tiring recently.
End =)

He said.

Sunday.
Midnight nw.
I cnt fall asleep.
Sorry for the late post.
Im kinda busy with my thousand of homework & revision.
Love street.
He said he loved me.
He said he need me always.
He said he miss me muchie.
He said im his babe.
He said im his loupo.
He said im his baobei.
He said im his darl.
He said im his sweetie.
He said im his suipo.
He said he em seh dak me.
He said im hims forever.
He said no one can take me away.
He said sek sai me.
He said im cute.
He said im his sorpo.
And NgWaiKeat yr plyboy mouth made me vry touched.
He's awesome.
We did really happy in this few days.
Never felt sad.
Never did argue.
Just felt miss each others.
Miss him everydays.

Those guy.
I broke with him since 08/07/2009.
Never regret about that nw.
Never miss him nw.
Never think about him nw.
Never and never anymore.
Yeah.
He was the one I love most among all.
He did hurt me badly.
He did made me happy.
He did made me felt special.
Maybe what he said it's true.
The thing gone won't come back.
Although come back also won't perfect anymore.
Sorry for the disappointed & despair.
I still remember the question he asked me.
Is it I still waiting for.?
Actually yes.
Im still waiting.
Im stil continue waiting him and love him even though i knew its hard to forget him.
It's not the excuse although I love someone else or not.
The most main is...
I don't felt love with him anymore nw. Maybe.
Just a very ordinary friend. I hope is.
I'm sorry about that.
Now I just heart nobody.
I really don't wanna repeat all my wrong.
Hope could stay long with him. I hope.
What im scare of him summore.?
He already choose to don't want me.
Deep in my heart told me that I still loving him.
I don't wanna forget him.
The sweet memory along me and him.
The sweet escape along us.
Even just 8day.
It's hard,
but he already leaved me.
It's already 3months.
Maybe he did forgotten me.
Bla bla bla.
I don't care it anymore.
I trying to do it.
Night everyone.
Im tired and sleepy right nw.
That's all.