Gift.

A big girt from crab. thx him. He said he draw for me de. very gem dong. Nice btw althrough nt like me. I will cherish it. he belongs to me. =)

He said he HATE Me.

You dun care me jor =( You Hate Me. Hell yeah. Said out from yr mouth. Yr personal msg oso wrote out. Hais. What happen of you.? Why you always like that this few week. Im scared u knw.? I dunwan quarrel with you. Cause i cnt without you. Don't traet me like that cn.? Sometimes when you called me, im so happy. But when chattin we nothings to chat jor. I wanna know more things about you cause i wan take care you. I also dunwan think too much ger ar bt i cnt control myself. I so sun fu ar u knw. Can we like before gem sweet sweet. Can anot.? You treat me very cool jor. Nt like before gem care me jor =( Mayb is me think too much. Hope is all my wrong feel. My love is alive for you pehyongsheng. Mayb all my frens feel me silly, bt i cn tell them you are important thn everythings. You are freaking important in my heart. I knw u will knw that geh rite.? I just hope that you belongs to me. This is enough for me. Cn i.? I totally fall on you. I love you much. Im thinking of you. Full heart of you. You make my life crazy. I need you anytime once i need you. I miss you everysec even once i do everythings. In this world, except you, im impossible to love other. Don't hate me plss. I want ur sweet smile. I want to smell ur sweats. I want to breathe ur feels. I want to hear ur sweet name always. I want to hold u in my arms to make u be mine. I want u inside my heart thats where i feel u will be safe.
Be mine always, and u should be mine.Dreaming you will always be mine.
Because,
U HAVE CAPTURED MY HEART AND CAPTIVATED MY SOUL.!
U always be the love one in my soul. I don't like to be spontaneous so I don't wanna think and type about somethin hurts for me. I'm absolutely Okay and fine. Anorther way, I'm so down during this fuckin holiday because without you. It's Okay I still can handle my humor, but I just hope you knows that I'm missing you maxboy. I can't imagine that the holiday end of the year =[ I would boring like hell.!

How could you be so heartless. You don't know how hurt is it for me. Im fuckin moody nw. Phew. Absolutely fall on a kinda boring and lame holiday. Watchs movie every, or else online, blogging, eat snack or take nap. Nothin special I do during this fuckin holiess. What a gimme man. Ishh. A tears like wanna drop out.
But I always disguise like i'm not crying with controlling my tears.
Sometimes you saw i'm happy, but my heart not just was you thought.
I'm happy in outside and i'm sad in inside.
When i saw you with her, my heart was just like so pain pain and pain.
But you're not mine.
I knew that you already got your partner and i just can keep my love for myself.
I wanna to show and let you know how much i loves you.
I know this just can be my dreams or a legend storys.
I always tried to forget you but i cant.
And i hope once a one day, you'll know how much i love you.

And. thanks for telling me that you hate me so much. luckily im not the one who still don't know the truth. Don't you know. I didn't cried after you told me. Maybe im already no any tears to flow out. What should i do then.? blessing.? I think after i give up. I just can do it. HEARTBREAKER. Lastly. I LOVE YOU. This is what i really want to tell you .You and Me. I miss every moment i see youu and i hope you will stare at me even just for one second.

Have to finished here. That's nothin i wanted to. Sobx. =( Haiss.
At the end. I wanna knw would u stay with me.


YOU ARE MY LOVE SPRUNG.

i only cn leave you far away yet i still unluckily hurt
i don't deserve your love. i let yr love discomposured.

i cnt see anymore yr happy face tat loved me.Maybe i don´t show up again love will be worth you remember.maybe if I let go firmly you´ll be able to let the memories emerge. i want to knw it´s bitter or it´s sweet when you remember my face.still owe u too many promises i dont have at competence to carry them out. for me u clinged closely in yr past.

God bless me. Amen. Alelluya.

Waiting..

Waiting...

Still Waiting..

And Waiting...........

ilovehim and hehateme=(

Nothing else i cn say. i love max. last forever and ever.

Get High.

Arghhh. Today is jeeyit's birthday. Happy birthday to him. Wish he and supei cn sweet always. Today damn high laa. Hanging with my sweeties and gigi lai. He so funny all the time bt always zat me =( lols. Suepei paktuo with his boy. Leave me =( Me and sorpo thong laugh non stop and sing non stop. We sing we fun we laugh and we high around in k box. Gigilai oso beh tahan me and thong ler. SookFong quiet diam there. Dunknw wat happen. Bt finally she join us and get high with us. Gigi sing song damn nice. He gt a nice voice. Love his voice. Faker Jay Chou. Lalalas. This was the first time i sing with him. Very crazyy. Muahaha. Cant forgot that moment laa. Passed so quick. I wanna be back in that time. I love my vip. Today meet dou lengzai billy. weehee. Chat with him awhile thn balik k box teman my darl high again. lols. Black chick called me suddenly said he saw me thn he came found me. We yau chit chat around. He still the suiyong always judging people. He said he gonna kill the gigilai and jeeyit. ahahaha. Always che dai pao. I cui sui with him and stare at his friend. His friend looked like sorzai gem. Hees. swt. Meet many lengzai today. I wont forgot the moment when be with you all. MAD MAD and MAD. Nxt week sat. wait me. High again with laikongmin, thong and fong. D'artiz party night and lengzai. im coming soon. Muahaha.

Today he text me early in the morning. He said he loved me. SWEET. happy sei ngor. I love when he smile and starin at me. It feels so sweet :D Sorry to all my darl. Today so late cum out. so sorry to them .=( Apologize here. Pls dun angry. Finally. Thy all wait me although im late jor one hour more. They dint angry me. hee. Thx them.

MyBabe :)

Holiday Again. Boring. Almost 10 days holiday. Holiday stay at home. =( SIEN sei lor. I wanna hangg out. lalalas. Tomorrow hanging out with my sweeties plus gigi laikongmin =( And meet my karsing =) hees. Very nervous laa. Waiting and waiting. Arghhh. Nxt week sat meet lengzai at d'artiz studio. Party night. Wheee. Happy-ing.

Ytd night arKit message me at 1230++. He said gonna fetch me out. walao. he still remember me. Very exited la. lols. imissyou deeply. miss yr car AFY 68. im going see you soon. =)

Friday meet up black chicken at school. we almost 2 years dint meet lerr. feel so suprised when saw him. he look like gangster. SHOCKED. he walk to me and hi with me. hmph. he changed a lot. Maybe lengzai jor. Hair long like shit gemm. lols. shhh. dun tell him. he black jor alot and tall jor. when i back home he dialling phone to me thn i pick up. we chat jor awhile. he still gem funny. miss him.

My crab send me a funny msg. ilovehim. weehee.

蚊蚊吻吻雯雯。雯雯用蚊蚊香杀蚊蚊。因为蚊蚊打扰雯雯看新闻闻。蚊蚊问雯雯为什么不让蚊蚊吻雯雯。因为只让螃蟹吻雯雯。
Muahaha. Very sweet right.? loveseihim. miss him muchie. When i go kl sure find you out. wait me yay. sorlou crab.

Online-ing. Chattin with Kennie. New friend. From KL. hees. He so handsome and funny :)

Wait him fong gong. =( cant sms with him. miss him deep. do you even know i love sms with you. Do miss me =] those lala.

wee. nowadays in a good mood.

miss life friend.

-suepei.

-michelle.

-sookfong.

-karsing.

-arkit.

-phang.

-banana.

-my crab.

-my dear gor. ( he's the only one )

-tarian gang.

Waiting for school reopen. All my friend do miss me when holidays. D'artiz party night. im coming soon. wait me errr. Let's rock guys. Hope can make new friend there.

and. dickson. im very dissapointed with you right now. pls changed.

im not tht important to him btw. He seek for other's ppl help but not me. So wth im here waiting for? But im still in love with him. 1 week he dint find me lerr. t.t

That's all. End for today.

Let's play a love game.

DUN MESS ME.

FUCK YOU. PLEASE CHANGE.

what the triple fuck that you scold me.? you too free izzit? hell yah. get out of my life. my annoy attitude is non of your fucking business. totally crazy. fuck off.
do u know.? i damn hate u. PLEASE DUN PLAY ACT IN FRONT ME. U can tell lie to all, u still can be your 'GOOD GUY' in front to all. And please dont wan be 'good guy' in front me. Dont be so counterfeit. Maybe your friend your girlfriend your family, don't know you is this type of people, but u do something, and let me hate most. I dunwan say with your friend your gf, i just hope u can change yourself. If u still wanna like that, as u like. But u will very miserable in the end. You will get the worst. Please think proberly by yourself. And. Please use yr asshole brain to think twice before what you said. Please dun play with me.! Dont mess me. And i know something here. I'm sure. Funny things that you send those rubbish to me. Dont betray me. Dont backstabing me. You grow up laa. Wake up too. Dont try to put all things on me. Did you do that yrself know. I got my own reason one. I am ply girl guan 9 lei lan shi ar.? Its my business. Non of your business. And who care.? My boy never. No need you this cb ppl worried. You no qualification to backbiting me. I need please you.? lols. So funny izzit. Hw sohai you are. Dont try to fucking me from now on. WALAO. You thinnk who are you.? You can control me.? I think the one who get the worst is you. LAME GUY. EAT SHIT LAR YOU. YOU WONT LAME ANYMORE. NICE ADVICE FOR YOU. THANK ME. WELCOME. XD. WAN PLAY I NEVER GONNA REJECT. JUST COME WHEN U ASK FOR IT. GANGSTER SO WHAT. FUCK YOU BOY. LOOK DOWN ON YOU CHILDISH. GO BACK YOUR KINDERGARDEN LA. SUIT YOU MORE I THINK＝＝WELL. TAKE A LOOK AT THAT LITTLE WHORE LWP. YOU SHOULD KNW WELL. YOU HAD NO QUALIFIED TO JUDGE ME. I ALWAYS TAKE CARE OF MY MINE. SO I THINK ITS NO NEED TO LEARN LER. YOU'RE NT MY FRIEND RITE NW. NORMALLY WILL NT HAPPY WELL. JUST SAY OUT MY FEELING JUST LIKE THAT. FUGLY BRAINLESS ASSHOLE. GET THE HELL OUT.

很不爽 我非常讨厌你 专门批评人家的外在 要不是的话就被你说的一无是处 你很过分 为什么你要那么口贱 嘴巴那么臭 为什么你那么无聊 为什么你有那么多空闲的时间 请你自己去照照镜子 照一下你的猫样 别以为自己有多俊俏 你的心肠好恶毒 请闭上你肮脏的贱嘴 以免得罪人

人面兽心 非你莫属 干你妈的 知道口贱吗 就别出声 别以为你很受欢迎 其实都不是 虚伪的动作被我看透了 恶毒的语言被我听惯了 说我玩人家感情 关你什么事了 不看下你有多专一 说人家侨 不看下你多粗暴 每天在班上叫人家DIAM SHHHH 你以为你很安静吗 幼稚的人说小孩子的话 滚回家啦 之前在我背后说我是非 过后翻脸了 叫你讨厌我的话就告诉我 不用那么多小动作 自己做了就认了吧 还解释一大堆废话 死远点吧 以为你自己很有钱啊 发梦啦 别傻了 是不爽我的话 就光明正大点咯 我又不会对你怎样 别委屈自己 假面具请脱下来 假装和我好 我看了都想吐 你是个男生的话 动作请正常点 做男生做到你那么低B 我第一次见 那么变态 更是第一个 请修整你自己的人格 你再继续这样 只会令人讨厌 装可爱？ 让人接近 一点都不可爱 很恶心 说笑话？ 让人觉得你很幽默 一点也不好笑 应酬下你罢了 你以为你是谁 神经病 听到你的声音就觉得恶心 难道你不知道你声音很像女人吗 听了都讨厌 开学到现在 你就拚命说人家多不好 多猪扒 你以为你自己是人吗 别妄想 我现在不是人身攻击 我只是在说实话 我看清楚你了 靠 看 连个子都像个女生 我的天 请别破坏我的形象 思想幼稚单纯的你 反省下啦 WALAO YEA 好火啊 很不爽 死变态 你这个没脑的家伙 很了不起吗 没文化 没教育 没想法 没风度 没礼貌 就大胆的狂骂人 在那边学狗吠 恭喜你 因为你学得超像的 你很了解我吗 不的话 请别乱叫 很难听 影响我的听觉 收下你把口 不要那么下流啦 贱人 我看不起你 鄙视你 我讨厌你 我恨死你 就这样 贱嘴的人 再见 再也不见

the only one.

傻佬明康说要保护我 爱我一辈子哦 好感动 我知道他是认真的 这下该怎么办才好 不想伤害他

臭CRAB看了别生气吃醋哦 我知道你也会很疼我的 是你答应的 别忘了你给的承诺

如果有一天

你要离开我

我不会留你

我知道

你有你的理由

如果将来的某一天

你说你其实还爱我

我会告诉你

其实我还在等你

或许可以爱很多次

然而有一个人可以让我笑得最美丽

哭得最伤心

没有你真的连呼吸都会痛

如果我能回到从前

我会选择不认识你

不是我后悔

是我不能面对没有你的结局

因为彼此伤害过

不可以做朋友

因为彼此相爱过

不可以做敌人

所以成了最熟悉的陌生人

当我决定要离开你

如果那时你还爱我

请你不要告诉我

因为我不想再次被伤害

如果那时你已不再爱我

也请你不要告诉我

因为我不想哭着离开

miss everyone. miss my crab. miss hongzai. miss beh gor. miss jimuis. miss thengz. miss phang. miss mybabesorlou. miss my god dad. miss brayan. miss karsing. miss banana. miss cutie balloon. miss kelvin. miss fong. miss waiyean. miss vincent. miss arkit and karlok. miss my fatty leow. miss black chick. miss my suimui yan. lols. ==

and. i hate you flower boy. get lose pls.

happy birthday to bernard

喜欢你 ＝〕

再深一层的喜欢你了 应该吗 不想的 我真的希望你不是在骗我 这一次 我不会那么快 那么容易 投入完我的感情 真的不能 我不想再受到任何你给的伤害 说真的 到现在为止 我都不能完全相信你那天说的话 一个晚上 就变得那么快 可是我真的不懂 为什么 你说的每一句 都让我感到如此愉快 别欺骗我了 好吗 一旦爱了 就决定了 也许会有痛的一天 别太爱 或许更好 我会尽量控制对你的感情 自己的情绪 其实我好喜欢 你关心我的时候 谢谢你 那一通电话 那一句我爱你 很窝心 这是事实吗 或许是 我该相信 因为只有你才知道 也许也只有你有这样的魅力 大得我得麻醉自己 大得我看不见任何人 我现在这样的举动 真是笨死了 或许我该相信你还喜欢我 可是我知道的 在这个时候 你也一样喜欢着她 我没说错 我真的不明白 不明白自己怎么可能喜欢上你 不明白为什么爱上的是你 说了无数次 说要放开 说要放弃 说要死心 到头来 我却做不到 现在的我该怎么做呢 可是感觉总不对 为什么会这样 为什么我们之间总保持着一种可怕的距离 现在的你 心里到底在想什么 你是认真的吗 你真的爱我吗 我好矛盾 我真的喜欢你 我会等你 只怕没有结果

你又突然没回我了 讨厌那样的感觉 我不知道你在做什么 很忙吧 随便你 我也不怪你 我其实 好像... 那感觉很奇怪 我想知道 我在你心里 扮演着什么角色 那我也会学着对你的执着变成无所谓

讨厌 生气 都没用 生什么闷气嘛 莫名其妙 等待的过程真的好酸 好累 等你真的会有结果吗 我不喜欢 我不要这样的爱情 不再要 爱我的话 请对我好一些 喜欢我的话 请关心我多一些 对我有好感的话 好让我们有机会了解彼此 明知我爱你 你却没回应 我真的不会忘记 我们之间的回忆

臭CRAB. 偷看我的部落 不懂为什么看到你写的东西觉得很好笑 看了真的很开心 现在我真的很想你咧 同时也很担心你 你要好好照顾自己啊 我不会生气你了 也不会不理你 别忘了你说的喜欢我你爱我噢 远距离恋爱无罪 我想更了解你 有你也真好

最近认识了很多朋友 FRANCIS很可爱 HONGZAI很幽默 KELVIN很靓仔 XIAO4很奇怪 SPIRITAURA很好人 赫赫 谢谢你HONGZAI 你真的很关心我 我感觉得到 我知道的 很开心那天能遇见你 和你谈天很开心 因为你很搞笑 好麻吉

傻哥 我想念你了

ilovehim.

JAYTO HUYA林子豪

LOVE YOU MUCH MUCH.