06-09-2009.

Today hanging out with sotlou. He became more lengzai and tall. And and fairly dou him arr. I dunknw why and wat happened made him always laugh. Funny him. Dint knock the car door == hw silly he is. Luckily nothing happen. Sorlou him. And hor. the FINAL DESTNATION very nice. Love this movie much much. Thank kenny. weee.

I keeping to told myself that i am really not that easy to fet hurt. But i was hurt by him. He break up with me. But finally he act nothing. What he treat me as.? He really love me? Maybe guaa. I really dont know. But then how? Treat me like nothing. What me is? He care his aiya sister more than me. I dont like. I hope he can pay all his attention on me. Just me! But he didn't. Should i angry.? I darent. I am stupid. I admit. Why i love him much? No why. Because i love. I am still in love with a flower boyy.

I love him to treat me good. The feeling is so good while he is treating me well. He really care me? hahaaa. Yea gua. I know that not only me that he treat well. Whatever laa.

He told me that he cry for me. Is that true? I am so blur. hmmm. How to describe that feel. Just felt touch gua. I dont know. And he said that he still love me wor. lol. I feel sad and pain and dont know why. lols. i dint reply his message todayy. Because he is be with his girl. anyways, wish him will be happy always =)) And i will happy also when i be with my buddies. Jimuis? Just both for me. No moree. Just wanna be happy. Issit that hard for me? Ishhh. I am damn suffer these few days. What he want actually. I will be fine =]

Just be myself. No copy. No weak. No regret. No rumour. No painstaking. I am who i am. Dont try to hurt me. I am not that easy to get hurt. I love to do what i want to do. I am fat and short. But who cares.? I am rude and without manners. So what? Even youu dont like me, at least i love myself. XD. Lalalala. Whatever will be. will be..

Thank someone. i miss the moment. i had a lot of fun today. thank so much guy.

Now you say you're lonely You cry the long night through Well, you can cry me a river Cry me a river I cried a river over you Now you say you're sorry For being so untrue Well, you can cry me a river Cry me a river I cried a river over you You drove me, nearly drove me, out of my head While you never shed a tear Remember, I remember, all that you said You told me love was too plebeian Told me you were through with me and Now you say you love me Well, just to prove that you do Come on and cry me a river Cry me a river I cried a river over you I cried a river over you I cried a river...over you...