Happy new year.

迟来的更新
2011将要来临
彭康祥
2011新的一年
我们感情会一天比一天好
这是我说的
2011
我会更开心
我会更幸福
重点是
2011我有彭康祥

For my babe.

my kind of guy

1. Do you need him/her to be good looking?

    Yea i think .

2. Smart?

    Smarter than a normal boy .

3. Preferred age?

    Older than me but not over 5 years with me

4. Preferred height?

   Higher than me

5. How about sense of humor?

   Yea , make me laugh 99

6. How about piercings?

    Acceptable cause he likes .

7. Accepts you for who you are?

    Must be .

8. Pink hair?

    impossible .

9. Mushy or no?

     :/

10. Thin or fat?

       FIT.

11. Black, Brown, Yellow or White (skin color)?

      Fair .

12. Long hair or short hair?

      Long is better

13. Plastic or metal?

      -.-

14. Smells good?

      Should be ! make me more sticky

15. Smoker?

      Better nope . Hate

16. Drinker?

     Hatred. He's not

17. Girl/Boy-next-door type?

       No

18. Muscular?

      Yea but not too much

19. Plays piano?

      Whatever as long as he likes .

20. Plays bass and/or acoustic guitar?

      Needn't lar , know how to earn money is more much important ;D

21. Plays violin?

      No

22. Sings very well?

      YEA YEA ! i love his voice

23. Vain?

      Yeaa

24. With glasses?

       Contact lens nicer - -

25. With braces?

      Nope

26. Shy type?

      shy to me sometimes , it might CUTE

27. Rebel or good boy/girl?

      Half half but thinking mature

28. Active or passive?

      Active for sure .

29. Tight or bomb?

      lol . :/

30. Singer or dancer?

     Dancer .

31. Stunner?

      No

32. Hiphop?

      Whatever

33. Earrings?

     One is enough

34. Mr/Ms. count-my-ex-girlfriends-until-you-drop?

     Dislike

35. Dimples?

      Lil bit .

36. Bookworm?

     Not really

37. Mr/Ms. love letter?

     Not depends

38. Playful?

      To me and his bro but no girls .

39. Flirt?

      CAN NOT SINCE HE'S MINE

40. Poem writer?

     No =.=

41. Serious?

      To me and studies .

42. Campus crush?

       No

43. Painter?

      No

44. Religious?

   Don't care .

45. Someone who likes to tease people?

     The one who must/can be tease and its okay what

46. Computer games geek? Or internet freak?

      Can accept but not too over , esp when with me

47. Speaks 20 languages?

      - - . god mea

48. Loyal or faithful?

    Loyal lar of cause

49. Good kisser?

     HAHAHAHHA . :$ YEAA !

50. Loves children?

      Wohoo ! YEAAA CAUSE WE GONNA GOT OUR CHILDREN XD

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男人再坏,只要你喜欢,他就是宝.
不管他对你多坏,怎么糟蹋你,你还是当他是宝

男人再好,只要你不喜欢,他就是草.
不管他对你多好,你都看不到,你还是当他是草


女人再美,只要你不喜欢,她就是草.
再美再高贵,也会被糟蹋,因为在你眼中她只是草

女人再丑,只要你喜欢,她就是宝.
再丑再烂,她依然珍贵,因为她在你眼中就是宝


你喜欢的男人送你的小礼物,你也把它当宝.
你不喜欢的男人送你一样的小礼物,不见也没差


你不喜欢的女人送上门,你会讲她随便,滥交!!
你喜欢的女人送上门,你只觉得她只会对你这样,难得!!


同样的话你喜欢的人讲出来,就是真的,
对的你不喜欢的人讲出来.就是假的,错的


根本没有


是与非,真与假,赢或输,贵或贱


从来只有


爱或不爱

updated :)

I being with my xiang now. Finally i choosed to stay with you. It's still a very strong feeling between us, a very deep LOVE. I cant fed up. I cant let go of. Xiang's changing now, very obviously, he treat me damn well enough, and i do wish tat u wont change back on a day. As you said, let's forget all the unhappy things, unhappy moments, more considerate to each other. When you told these you're really touched my heart. Went out with you and yr gang of best bro. Watched PIRANHA at jj. He hugged me tight in cinema. Sweet and warm. What I hope for now is can get more of his accompany. I hold him now, to be my husband in future. He said he's mine and wont gone away easily. He said want marry with only me in 7 years later and we gonna got our childrens. If baby boy thn handsome like him. If baby girl thn pretty as me. Wohoo. My answer is absolutely YES I WILLING ♥ Yiii :D *blush* And you said you do loved me like my gonggong loved my popo till the end of life. Im waiting for the moment :D You knew how much i love you right this time. And and, you loves me like hell ♥ oppps ! shy :$ Babe, how touched was your words. Once you're mine, you're belongs to only me totally. Get it? I miss you so effin much. I love you. You're the only one have my words. Imma love the feel when you hugging me deeply >< love the feel you sleep beside me and when i wake up the first person i saw is you. <3 He wants me to tell my mum that he already married with me. And i told. Sighs ! Thanks god to arrange us to be together. I swear and promise, imma do treasure you all the time.

You're over good ! Yesterday, you was acting your cute face and cute sound again to tease me amuse me. I used to asked why you want treat me so good? I have to treasure you. You said you scare lose me again directly. Touched T_T You kissed me and apologize to me, told me that treat me not good enough is your fault, promised me that you will never scold me again and blablabla. You used to wait me when im going out with friends, u called me till i picked, u text me non stop, u wait me back home even you're sleepy. This time, i totally felt your LOVE, your HEART, your sincere. I am fully trust that you really love me :) Now i only realise.

And chick you. Please be awake. I think his heart will never return to you. I felt he love me like heaven. I wont be friend with all his ex. As you said, im a girl, i'll jealous and envy, i'll cemburu. So please dont find my boy anymore. Even you just want to have a message, unacceptable lo.

He used to hold my hand when being with me, i felt nothing ;

He used to gave me a big hug when we met, i felt warm ;

He used to give me a wet-kiss when we need to say goodbye, i felt sweet ;

He used to spend money on me, i felt blessedness. 

I am lucky cause he's mine.

                                                                      Beh-

What can i say is, i hope you can give me up hardly. I am not your fate, maybe now. Who knows? I dunwan to hurt you but i did hurted you. So sorry. I used to scold you when in bad temper and you used to endure. Apologize here. Sorry. Leave me please. I cant anti you to do eveythings, cause you're not mine and im not belongs to you too. I dunwan you to waste your time on me, i dunwan you to wait a girl who got her boyfriend. Unfair to you. One leg two ship? impossible right? Go and find a new target, the forget me. This's the best way to you. Goodluck & be happy.

Im suck =(

明明很想哭，却还在笑。

明明很在乎，却装作无所谓。
明明很想留下，却坚定的说要离开。
明明很痛苦，却偏偏说自己很幸福。
明明忘不掉，却说已经忘了。
明明放不下，却说他是他，我是我。
明明舍不得，却说我已经受够了。
明明说的是违心的假话，却说那是自己的真心话。
明明眼泪都快溢出眼眶，却高昂着头。
明明已经无法挽回，却依旧执着。
明明知道自己很受伤，却说你不必觉得欠我的。
明明这样伪装着很累，却还得依旧…
慢慢的才知道,太在乎别人了往往会伤害自己


搞到心情不好,觉也睡不好.就是你,我快要疯掉了@@你就是不能不要闹吗??对你,我慢慢开始失去感觉.你还不清醒?!再酱下去,我宁愿放弃你了.我迁就够了.再给我闹多一次,我会马上消失.真的很厌倦了.我宁愿选择寂寞,也不选择和你吵架!我宁愿选择一个人过!也不选择每晚都闹.我宁愿选择放弃一切,也不选择和你过得那么不开心=(

I'd change

I wanna laugh with you. Just like before. How happy was us.

Even am before like to flirt with others, but now will not do it, because of You, wrong will be changed is pardoned, I will prove it babe :) 

I get back him. Just the only last chance he gave. Im sorry and i love him. Im changing and waiting for him.

Endure enough. Should stop it right. My heart's empty cause your cruel words.But pretend nothing. It's so hard to let you forgive me. It's also hard to let go of. I knew, what i have done, it's still not enough. I was so upset cause he's very cool towards me. Why he still find me for. I said breakup and i will let go of  him but then he dun let. Alright. At least u have gave me the only last chance. I knew its hard to make u believe me but im used to try my very best. I will be guai guai lui. Never bad again. Learning to be a perfect girlfriend.
Imma love you all the time.

He want me to do these. He list these all rules. Oh god.

• 1-Cant know and flirt with other boys, even best boy friend
• 2-Loyal to him
• 3-No violence
• 4-Tell him everythings even small matter
• 5-Cant slow slow reply his messages
• 6-No secret.
• 7-No bad words.
• 8-Cant up others boy car.
• 9-Love xiang sahaja.
• 10-Cannot be mention about separate, breakup those kind of words
• 11-Cant reply boy's messages.
• 12-Cant pick boy's call.
• 13-Change my bad attitude
• 14-Cant scold him when in bad temper.
• 15-Change mobile numb

Well. I choose to stay with you even my heart is breaking. I cant fed up.

ilove this boy. ilove him.

he's busy texting with me. aww. cute

 Unhappythings skip.
Yesterday after school dismissed, gigi lai fetch me and my dear fong watched movie, rong feng dim. wohoo. Funny till teeth drop. Damn funny. gigi is so damn nice la wey. he watch this before but he kept silent and never told out. We belanja gigi watch and tipu him to try shirt for his birthday gift. He was suprise. But that shirt is very suit him like make for him gem. We had lunch at food & tea together. Gigi fetch us back one by one. Happy day with them.

 

im sorry

I'm really sorry . I'll never be the same . And I won't let you get away . I love you ! Pang khong seong ! ♥ My last one !

Fish Leong-Ke Xi Bu Shi Ni

This song JENG. iloveit vry much. Made me cry T.T

I'll Back Off So You Can Live
I want you to stay away from my heart ' :)  
You're such a fake plus dog guy . Luckily you're not belongs to me now .
I was pissed off so BAD till i want to destroy everythings around me now u know :@ 
Ihateyou ! I don't wanna see you !
Just say good bye . End and no more between you and me .
THE END ! 
i gonna need somebody to lean on . ♥ 
sick is killing me . :( bull shit

本来，我们可以很好。 
我不值得原谅。我很贱！
其实，你还爱我吗？
我已经不在乎你怎么说
你一直重复又重复的说伤害我的话，我也不觉得怎样了。
因为我不再是那样的我。
我要保护自己不再被你伤害

simple

opps. had a hang with my two beauties today

we having lunch together

i saw them, M & F 

past love, they never gone very far  T.T

show my sweet smiling to them :$ lols

awww. wth. lala zai. wanna take numb from us.? Oh no. we're so high class and never want to be friend with you. go away la.sengaja want to near us? made my babe fong scare? lols. we hide everywhere. wherever we go all ppls like look around and starin on us then talk to us = = Skip.

And i promised i wouldn't do this again. 

But at last,    

i still love him even the heart was broken :'(
pls dun always said something that hurt me
i have feelin wert. pls.
may god bless us. pray hard.
not in mood to study. :(

sorry s-yon. 

Fuckyou. Pls change.

To SPAMMER. What happen to you huh.? Suddenly diu us loudly direct in classroom. You're kinda a weird guy. I still remember how yongsui you're that time if i am not mistaken or forgotten. Ish yr cibai face. Your bullshit mouth just like a hippo. The class had been quiet a sudden and everyone're starin at us. DUH. Sookfong still keep laughing non-stop. Sighs! We didn't do anything wrong to you. Laugh loudly got problem meh? I dont think so. You gt what qualify to called us shut our mouth and diam woh.What the triple fuck that you said our noise so 刺耳. You this fuckin annoy attitude told everyone that you BEH SONG us. So what. I never scare you at all. So, keep your effort pls. Ishh. Don't get me the chance to laugh u please. Who is the one real MAKE NOISE and yet still backstabbing us. He don't know he is the one who get hate by everyone. He still dare to judge about us. Please awake la. What is going on! U got what qualifications to judge us woh? You're an agitator. You feel free go and mind your own words then. IS TOTALY WASTE TIME AND BRAINLESS TO BEING A SPAMMER. LOL. DONT LIKE US?? JUZ FCUK OFF LAH. WAN SCOLD US?? MARILAH^^ STRAIGHT FORWARD. EASY.? CLEAR? U still dun know who's the winner now. Im shuffering how worst was u is it. Look down on yr shit face. Already can make ppl die faster and faint. Plz lah.fuck off. Dun be the stupid but be the stupiest. More suit u loh. Now. did u feel shameful.? Cause talk alots of rubish infront ppl. u realy make me feel wanna wacked u and f u loh. still act like u are the 1 correct and no fault at all. so. is too late to apologize.u already started to mess wif us.god give u a good way to walk.u dun.but u chose de IDIOT wan to be. use ur ugly brain to think lah. is freaking waste to u din even use that. u still wanna staring on me and do those chi bai face ah .gosh. face already ugly like shit.still wana more worst. im wondering why i got a spammer classmate like you. NOOB SHIT. As usual. You don't have the qualify to judge on us cause we judge never you. You doesnt mean anything to us, neither classmate or stranger.You're lame shit man ! You're so annoy so irritating. Niama Hai. Why do you said those thing uh.? By the the way i've no feeling and you're nt worth it. Darn.

Ignored. Continue laughs with my girls. Laughs till pant almost drop. Laugh till teeth drop. Laugh till crazy. Laugh till i vomit. Laugh till gastric pain. Im getting chi sin when im with them i think =.=

Urrghhh

Im tired of his nagging. I hate his self-rightousness.

I don't hope to have a bad ending.

No matter love or friendship.